Tuesday, July 3, 2012

25 days old 7-3-12


Jordan is 25 days old today.  We have had such a busy day.  Usually when you have a newborn you have a bunch of processing to do in order to apply for their birth certificate and social security card.  Well, when you have a newborn overseas, off base, and still in the NICU there is like 20 times more paperwork to complete.   We got most of the work done today in order to register his birth and apply for his passport.  We ran out of time at the end of the day and the offices here all close at four so we have a few more things to finish up on Friday.  That’s okay though because we were pretty tired after all the running around. 
This morning Jason and I had a play date with one of our awesome friends! It was so great to be able to do something “normal” for an hour or so.  Jason had a lot of fun.  Jason was also such a good boy while we were toting him around to the different offices and buildings.  I was so proud of him.  Not even one tantrum while we were out and about.  I think he understood that mommy and daddy were doing some important things. 
Today in the mail we got a package from Jacob’s dad and stepmom.  Candice made Jordan a tiny little outfit so that we could frame it and have a little souvenir of his size.  It is adorable and such a wonderful gift.  It will be nice to be able to look back at that many years down the road and remember how tiny our little angel actually was.  
Our update on Jordan came from a call to the NICU from our friend Michiko.  She speaks Japanese and calls for us on our non-visit days so that we can still hear about baby boy.  We are so blessed to have awesome friends!!  Jordan is still doing okay.  His respiratory condition is about the same.  Doctors are still using the frequent steroid treatments while they are working on weaning the mean air pressure on the ventilator.  The goal is to not have to use steroids because they are not that great for his body and come with side effects but right now he needs them for his respiratory condition to improve and stabilize.  Today he is at 27 weeks gestation and we are hoping the doctors will be able to take him off of the ventilator around 30 weeks gestation.  Then we can hold our precious boy!  Pray that God would work on Jordan’s lungs so that he can come off of the ventilator as planned.  I really do long to hold him! Today he was eating 8ml of milk 8 times per day.  Doctors think that right now, this is the maximum amount of milk that he will be able to eat based on his weight.  The doctor also said that tomorrow, depending on his condition; he will be getting his first bath (in the incubator of course).  They weren’t sure if they would be able to do the bath while we were visiting tomorrow so we will see.  The nurses have been really great at taking pictures for us and documenting important events so I am sure that they will document some bath photos if we are unable to be present for the bath.  I’m sure he is not really that dirty considering he has been in a sterile environment his entire life, lol.  But it is nice to know that his skin condition has improved enough for him to handle a bath! J And if he is anything like his older brother, he will enjoy his bath time.  Jason LOVES the water!!  I cannot wait to see his handsome face tomorrow.
Tomorrow is the 4th of July and Independence day.  We are going to visit with some friends for dinner after we go see Jordan.  The base is not doing fireworks this year though.  No fun!!  I made Jordan a little red, white, and blue bow tie out of ribbon.  I hope that they will let me put it on him for a picture.  He deserves to celebrate too!! 
In my devotion today I was reading about developing an intimate friendship with God.  This is something that you have to choose to do.  You have to seek after a friendship and crave it.  It takes work just like any other relationship that you may already have.  Two ways that you can work toward this are by being honest with God, and by obeying God.  God doesn’t want you to mask your feelings and desires.  If you are angry at God for something, then voice these matters.  This is the first way to heal.  God doesn’t want you to always say the right thing.   He wants you to be honest about your feelings and desires.  This really spoke to me today.  I definitely tell God that sometimes I think our situation just sucks but other times, I am overwhelmed with the blessings.  God also desires that we obey him.  Many people want to do something really great for God but the big opportunities may not come but once in a life time.  God also wants us to obey the smaller commands that He makes.  He sees these as an act of worship.  If you desire a close friendship with God, then ask for it and He will make it happen.
Lord, I just wanted to thank you for this day and your creation.  Thank you for your presence in my life.  I do not understand how other people get through trials without knowing you and knowing your love.  I praise you for the wonderful people in my life.  Thank you for my husband whom works so hard to support us and has been taking care of us so well during these past few weeks.  Thank you for my precious boy Jason and his spirit and energy.  He has taught me so much about love.  Thank you for my little miracle baby Jordan.  Our lives have been changed significantly for the better because of his presence.  Lord I ask that you would bless little Jordan and continue to strengthen him as he fights day by day.  I ask that you would work hard on his lungs and prepare them well so that he can come off of the ventilator on time.  I know that I repeat this prayer so often but I desire to see improvements so much.  I want Jordan to have a healthy and energetic life.  I want his story to reach many for your kingdom.  I want him to experience your creation and grow to know you and serve you in the future.  I praise you that he is doing so well at eating and taking in nutrition.  Thank you for this blessing.  I also thank you that his skin condition is much improved and he is able to take a bath.  These things are miracles indeed.  Lord I ask that you would be with us and give us strength to lean on you and seek you.  I desire to have a closer friendship with you lord and I desire that you would speak to me.  I am honored to be Jordan and Jason’s mommy.  I have been so blessed by these two little boys.  I ask that you use my words and speak through them so that many can be touched and seek your name.  Alone I am nothing, but you will equip me for the tasks that you have put before me.  I praise you for this awesome promise.  Lord we are blessed to have had such a productive day.  I pray that you would give us rest so that we may continue on the path tomorrow.  Continue to hold Jordan in your arms.  Continue to bless Jason and help your light shine through him.  I ask all these things in your name, Amen.

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