Sunday, August 12, 2012

65 days old!! 8-12-12


Jordan is 65 days old today! What a crazy journey this has been.  Crazy and yet so rewarding at the same time.  God has blessed us beyond measure with our two beautiful baby boys!  The last two days have been filled with improvements for Jordan.  His CRP level is continuing to go down and his intestines are beginning to shrink back to normal size.  His breathing is once again very strong and they have him on low support settings.  His CRP this morning was 0.7.  It was funny because as Jacob was talking to the translator he was like, “You mean 1.7?” She assured him that she meant 0.7 and we were very pleased to hear how low it is.  This is the lowest it has been for weeks.  Once it reaches 0.3 it is considered normal again.  Jordan is not currently on the antibiotics or the fungal medication because all the tests came back negative for bacteria or fungus infections.  It is awesome to see that even without any medication, the inflammation is going away! Hooray!!  So thankful that baby boy is pulling out of the woods with these infections.  Praying hard that God would protect his body from future infections and growth and would strengthen his immune system to fight off any predators.  Dr. also said that once again, they would like to take him off of the ventilator this week.  We are praying that there will be no more obstacles that cross his path that prevent this major step from occurring.  Once he is stable on CPAP, we should be able to start kangaroo care.  I cannot wait to snuggle my little boy against my body and give him real smooches.  It is hard to think about how he is already two months old and he has never gotten a real kiss from his mommy and daddy.  We know we must be patient.  Afterall, if he was still in my womb, we would not be able to kiss him there either.  Instead, we get a front row seat at watching the miracles that God does in his life.  What an awesome testimony.  God’s creation is beyond amazing.
We went to church this morning and then spend the afternoon and evening being lazy.  We managed to take Lucy to the dog park and let her run around with Jason and the other doggies for a while.  She needed a nice play time.  Sometimes I feel really bad that she spends so much time in the kennel these days but we are too attached to give her up.  We try to make up for it by playing with her extra-long in the evening.
I was contacted today by a young lady from our base whose daughter was just born prematurely (34 weeks gestation).  I ask that you would pray for their family and for peace for them.  Their baby is doing well.  I pray that God would allow me to be a comforter and encourager to them and to support them as we know how they are feeling living the NICU life.  It is not a fun thing to go through but our perfect babies are worth every moment. 
One song has stuck in my head this evening.  I don’t know where it came from it just popped up.  It means a lot to me and explains my wishes.  “Lord prepare me, To be a sanctuary.  Pure and holy.  Tried and true.  With thanksgiving.  Ill be a living, sanctuary for you.”  I pray that God would prepare my heart to be sanctuary that he can dwell in and work through for his purposes.
Lord I thank for this day that you have given us.  I thank you for the warmth and sunshine that you have designed.  I also thank you for not making it unbearably humid today.  I think you for the many blessings that you have given our family.  I pray that you would strengthen Jordan and put your loving hands on his body.  Give him immunity and allow him to finish healing from the issues that he has been dealing with the past few weeks.  You know his needs lord and you are orchestrating his health.  I ask that you would not allow any more obstacles to cross our path that will deter him from being taken off life support this week.  Allow the transition to go smoothly and perfectly.  Allow Jordan to take strong deep breaths and to be able to stabilize his oxygen on his own.  I pray that you would remove the cloudiness in his eyes so that the doctors might be able to see and plan for any treatments needed.  Give him perfect and wonderful vision.  I also want to pray for the family that I have met.  I pray that you watch over their baby girl and give them peace and comfort.  Help me to be a supporter where I have gained experience.  Lord be with Jacob and me.  Use our voices and our actions to plant seeds into the lives of many.  Give us the words to say.  Here we are lord.  Send us.  Use us.  Work through us.  Guide us.  Lord I ask that you would organize our move to the perfect location of your choosing.  I ask that you would set everything up and allow us to not be stressed or overwhelmed with the burden of moving.  Give us strength and safety.  Allow us to lean on you moment by moment and day by day.  We love you lord.  In your holy name, Amen.

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