Friday, August 17, 2012

10 weeks old!! 8-17-12


Jordan is ten weeks old today! How blessed we are to have this sweet baby boy in our lives!  It’s hard to believe that 70 days ago I was in recovery just hoping and praying that my baby boy would pull through.  How awesome that against all odds, Jordan is growing, developing, and staying strong.  This week has been a good week for Jordan.  The doctors are working on his respiratory system right now and this is the biggest hurdle that Jordan needs to overcome in his development.  Earlier in the week he had a few issues going on.  He had fluid around his liver and an issue with constipation that made his intestines expand.  Both of these issues were pushing up on his lungs causing difficulty with deep breathing.  They had wanted to take him off of the ventilator earlier but based on these issues they were unable to. 
Now all of the issues are gone and he is back to full feedings.  The goal is to avoid him ever having to go back on the ventilator once they take him off.  Based on this, they have decided to take him off the ventilator on Monday.  We are praying that there would be no obstacles that come up this weekend that would delay extubation.  We are really excited for this.  Once he switches to CPAP and he is stable, we get to hold him.  Like actually hold him.  Like cuddle him in our arms and give him smooches.  I am beyond excited for this moment.  It is definitely hard that baby boy is 10 weeks old and has not had any mommy cuddles and smooches yet.  But then again, he wouldn’t be getting any if he was still in my belly so I guess it’s an okay compromise.  We do get to look at him and watch the miracles happen in his life. 
Jordan had an eye exam yesterday and it determined that he does have mild ROP which is Retinopathy of prematurity.  It is a common ailment to premature babies because the retina is not fully developed when the baby is born and then it can develop too quickly or abnormally after the baby is born.  There are different stages of ROP and most premature babies have at least a mild case.  Jordan is no different and does have a mild case.  It is not serious enough for him to need laser eye surgery at this time and Is very possible that it will correct itself as he continues to develop meaning he may never need treatment for this issue.  He may need glasses in the future but for now this is not something that is going to delay him.  They will continue to check his eyes regularly until they are completely developed at about 37 weeks gestation.  He is currently 33 weeks gestation.  How awesome is it that our bodies were created so perfectly that they can heal themselves and repair themselves with new cells and new tissues.  God is so good.  Jordan also weighs 2.6lbs now.  He is getting SO big!!  He also looks like a regular baby now! LOL
It has been a little rough of a week for Jason and me.  We both have a cold.  I think Jason just had something mild.  He didn’t seem to show many symptoms.  I feel miserable though.  It is not fun being sick.  Today when we visited Jordan I stayed far away from his incubator.  As much as I want to cuddle him and touch him it is not worth sharing my cold.  Also because of my cold I am going to stay home tomorrow and not visit him like I normally do on Saturdays.  Gosh it is tough being a mommy sometimes! :D I just pray that I will get healthy fast because a week from now I could be cuddling my little boy in my arms!!  YAY!!! 
Lord I want to thank you for the blessings you have placed in our lives.  You deserve the full and complete credit.  I am not strong; Jacob is not strong.  YOU are strong.  You provide our strength.  We give you all the glory for the miracles that you work on a daily basis in Jordan’s life.  He is one of the smallest and youngest babies to ever survive birth.  What a great testimony to your power.  I pray that you would allow Jordan to live a full and healthy life and allow us to reach many people with his story.  Help us to be not afraid to speak about the miracle that you have given us.  I ask that you would continue to strengthen Jordan and help him to grow.  Continue to knit his body together in perfect harmony.  We ask that you would protect Jordan from any bacteria or viruses.  Put up a shield around him and do not allow anything in that would delay extubation any farther.  I also pray that you would allow for a smooth transition.  Help Jordan to stabilize and excel at breathing on his own.  Plan the timing perfect so that we may hold him and cuddle him in our arms.  We know you have the most perfect moment planned for us.  Lord please remove this cold from our house.  Allow us to regain health and strength so that we may be the backbone of this mission.  You are the heart.  Lord we ask that you would be with the process now for our move.  Allow the paperwork to be processed smoothly so that we may work on setting up our new home and our new life.  Send us to the perfect location where we can do the most for your purpose.  We ask all these things in your name, Amen.

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